Kadamb ka Ped

यह कदंम का पेड़ अगर माँ होता यमुना तीरे

मैं भी उस पर बैठ कन्हैया बनता धीरे-धीरे

ले देतीं यदि मुझे बांसुरी तुम दो पैसे वाली

किसी तरह नीची हो जाती यह कदंब की डाली

तुम्हें नहीं कुछ कहता पर मैं चुपके-चुपके आता

उस नीची डाली से अम्मा ऊँचे पर चढ़ जाता

वहीं बैठ फिर बड़े मजे से मैं बांसुरी बजाता

अम्मा-अम्मा कह वंशी के स्वर में तुम्हे बुलाता

बहुत बुलाने पर भी माँ जब नहीं उतर कर आता

माँ, तब माँ का हृदय तुम्हारा बहुत विकल हो जाता

तुम आँचल फैला कर अम्मां वहीं पेड़ के नीचे

ईश्वर से कुछ विनती करतीं बैठी आँखें मीचे

तुम्हें ध्यान में लगी देख मैं धीरे-धीरे आता

और तुम्हारे फैले आँचल के नीचे छिप जाता


तुम घबरा कर आँख खोलतीं, पर माँ खुश हो जाती

जब अपने मुन्ना राजा को गोदी में ही पातीं

इसी तरह कुछ खेला करते हम-तुम धीरे-धीरे

यह कदंम का पेड़ अगर माँ होता यमुना तीरे,

The NULL Blog

When a player goes over a bad patch, he moved back to nets. When a coder can’t make the things work as he wants, he truns to google. And when a blogger have nothing to write about, he writes “NULL” blog.

NULL blog is a common phenomenon among amateur blogger like me, those who essentially feed their blogs by personal experiences. And when they have almost nothing happening to their life worth writing about, and people start saying “Aaj Kal kuch likhta nahi hai tu”, they are made to write these NULL Blog, as mine is the case today.

It has been more than 4 months that I haven’t made any trip. And the worst part of this is that there is no specific reason to it. I can manage time for the trip easily and these days bucks have started staying in my pocket. But it’s just not making. May be I have grown lazier than ever before. I can now understand how someone snails into office on Monday and say they did nothing over weekends. I initially used to amaze over them and now I’m one of them. L

Office life too has grown busier (not actually busier but more “donkier”). I’m not complaining but things soon starts looking like a burden if you don’t see them fruiting at right time. You spend many more working hours sitting in front of your box and at the end of day you can’t draw any worth enough to leave office satisfied. Those are really bad times. I’m going over same patch. You keep on debugging others code all over the day and same keeps on going in your dreams too. I actually had dreamt for some 2-3 times in last one month where I was debugging some beans and going deep into a hollow dark cave.

The things are made even more tiresome for lack of interesting events/peoples these days around. At times they too leave you with something interesting to speak about. Unfortunately, I have not hit any such in last few days. All whom I meet these days share same level of excitement in their life as I have. You get to hear same old office talks or frustrated one-sided lover talks from them.

As I’m writing it, I realize that I have not met any new person for so many months. I’m finding it really hard to remember who the last new person was I met and when.

I just hope that this ends soon and I could get something worth to share with you. I want it more so as I don’t want myself to be prey to this IT laid back lifestyle culture. But by the time any such happens, here’s my NULL BLOG. L