Who Am I ?

I am always torn between choices whether to seek the light or sink into the darkness. I tend to swim in different directions and many a times both ways.

Being well liked for my kind and sympathetic nature, my charm of manner and carefree nature has impressed many. I am compassionate, and unless pushed to the wall, will rarely hurt anyone. I will rarely hurt anyone even when pushed to the wall, because I’m not exactly the kind with big muscles. I apparently am very caustic, but the sarcasm is not always direct, so it generally goes unnoticed. However, it lands me in a spot every once in a while.

I find it difficult to conform and follow rules or to cope with discipline. When the going gets really tough, I don’t get going. Instead I may try to flee down river and hide amongst the vast schools of fish swimming lazily around. However I’m not weak-willed enough to indulge in alcohol and drugs to escape. Alternatively, I pour out my emotions in creative arts. I put my emotions in music, short stories, idiotic writeups, some unnoticed blogs, or ridiculous ramblings and sometime poetry. None of them stands to any standards to artistic proclaims, but I don’t care.

I find myself in knowledge of almost everything in the world, but strangely stand dumb on what I should know. I have my values to life and none but me only can alter and play with them. People find me introvert, but I find me rebellion.

I seldom open up to those around me on a personal basis. My world is very secretive and confined for anyone to peep in. Although I might be impractical and somewhat uneasy with the real world, I’m brave and prefer a lot of independence. I like to delve in spiritual matters and I’m fascinated by the occult, especially the connections it has with Quantum concepts like entanglement and teleportation. I can argue lengths over any of them. I tend to think that I’m psychic, because my dreams can be strange and portentous.

I always remember one thing even if I get amnesia and forget everything else: I am the culmination of all that has gone before, I’m the symbol of death and eternity, I am the distillation of all the other signs. I am the best there is, the best there was, and the best there ever will be. Yet I’m not Bret “The Hitman” Hart.

I nicked it from Astroyogi(reasons that you might encounter unbelievable raise in vocabulary standards) and added liberal amounts of masala to it.